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goodness gracious..hahaha antok na q guys,

its 2:20am na..waahh kmustah naman un? d aq inspired naun..

wat a busy and funny day!! katuwa eeh nka chat q c bhez nadine then she told me that we're still bestfriends..harhar,,katouch..kala q kc d nya nko bhez eeh..sob.. :(

pero katuwa talaga i miss her s0o much..wah and we had a plan that i will be going to PLP to visit her and ofcourse, jen and joanna t0o..im kinda excited na.but still, i dont know if i can make it..

our scheds had conflicts..hay.darn!!

aun kapa nlng muna but i really do hope so0..

ayan im currently searching for my assignment and making powerpoints for my report..waahh

i hope this will turn out go0d..sayang naman ang efforts..

tapos aun e2..mejo adik aq sa facebook naun tsaka sa funfarm..

weehh ngaun q plang natututunan eeh..dko pa xado alam.

but still im trying my best to be good..aun..

sleepy na eeh..huhuhuh

anTok naH..

ayan..nagtext si present haha nagising dw xa,,ayan tuloy napagalitan na aq..

nagpupuyat dw aq? hmp.matutulog nanga aq guys.

sana sipagin uyet me magpost ng ganito karami.uhm..im sleepy nadin.

balik na aq sa dorm bukas eeh..at magkikita nga kame..hay

np: YOU BELONG WITH ME BY TAYLOR SWIFT..

soundtrip before sleepin'

hays..il0vey0u..g0odnyt^_^

im not that sad anymore xD

wah!!

d rin pala magtatagal ung pagigng sad q. although sad parin brought about by the pain from my past love..pero ndi na maxado,.haha ndi ko na pinoproblema lablyf q..xempre..ala nkong bf eeh

pero may nagpapasaya skn..ofcourse! d aq nawawalan..haha joke..wenkxs..

itago nlng ntn sa pangalang rhasti..aun ndi xa kasing sweet ni mark at minsan masungit xa.pero ok n din un skn.haha

nagsusungit sungitan lng un pero lambing lng nya un.hahahah.

how sure am i this tym?

honestly d pq tlgang sobrang sure sknya..kaya nga d pa ko nag bbf eeh..aukong magmadali..

its better to know the pers0n first dba? and thats what we're actually doing now..kinikilala ang isat isa..at magiging masaya naman kau kht na walang commitment basta gud friends kau dba??

un naman ang tama dba? ilang beses nkong nasaktan dhl sa pagmamadali but not dis tym..
ill make it a point na magiging maaus kami dis tym..d magmamadali para magkakilala lalo.

aun sana mgng gud friends kami..

aaminin q..gusto q na xa.pero d padn ganun ka sure sa feelings q..xempre d naman gnun kadali mawawala ung love q dun sa past eeh..

but im really sure..napapasaya aq nung present..hehe..aun

un lng..magkikita kmi ni present bukas.hay..sna mgng maaus ung pagkikita namin..ipapasyal nya dw aq sa skul nla.hmm?

lets see..ill post nlng kung wat mangyayari kung matutloy ba or ndi..dhl ang sunget ng panahon super ulan..tpos pareho pa kming galing sa skit..s0o aun sana matuloy..at sna ndi aq mailang sa new friend q.wahh.

gudnyt to all

buHay naGdod0rM..

wahh..e2 ulet aq.

nagpopost nanaman..wlang sawa..

well..gs2 q lng ikuwento ung experience q dhil nagdodorm aq..

actually ung dorm namin ay sa loob mismo ng skul..and its free.para sa mga scholars(oh dba proud!) puro education students kaming nakatira dun

from 1st-4th yr college..super madami kmi sa dorm eeh 35 kmi..tpos uber laki ng dorm namin..at uber dami dn ng mga ate namin.

npaka approachable nla at mabait..sbi nga nla kmi dw ung batch ng 1st yr na matatapang ehh dhl d daw kmi umiyak nung bago plang kmi sa dorm..kc ung iba dw xempre nahohome-sick..pero aq na homesick din nung una pero malapit lng naman kc ang pasig sa manila kaya kinaya q..kc ung iba galing pa province kaya malamang sa malamang na umiyak ung mga un sa umpisa nuh?

super ingay namin sa dorm kya lgi kmi napapagalitan nila sister arcy..pero msaya talaga..ung bathroom namin malaki din 10 cubicles..at pag umaga na..magigicng ka sa ingay ng mga alarm clock at mga yabag ng paa..ibig sbhin gcng na ang marami at nag uunahan ng maligo..haha at dun na magsisimula ang pila2 sa cr..pero enjoy pdn naman..

lgi mong maririnig sa bathroom ang mga katagang "sinong next sau? pwedeng pa next nlng aq?"
at sasagot naman ng "ok cge ikaw next skn kaso kakapasok ko lng?" at minsan naman ay "si ganito ung next eeh .."

aun meju nakakainis sa una dhl di ka makakaligo agad pg tanghali ka ngicing at un ang madalas na nangyayari skn..wahh..grabe lagi aqng late.

at sa rum naman..ung mga 1st-3rd yr ay dalawang tao sa isang room na my double deck bed..pero ung 4th yr eh sari sariling kwarto na.since 1st yr plang aq ehh my rum mate aq na love na love q.

si karen joy berroy..or lhabz nalang 4 short.hhaaha endearment namin un sa isat isa..para sweet.minsan napagkakamalan na kaming lesbian ehh dhil sa sweetness pero d naman talaga.

mga malilisyosyang isip!!

aun tapos kanya2 luto din kmi ng food kya maaga nagigising ung iba para makapagluto.by groups pero kami eh solo flight..kmi ni lhabz eh hiwalay ung group..kming 2 lng..aun weeh..

npaka kulet namin pag mgkasama kc magclassmates na kmi tapos magkakasama dn sa bahay..anu pang i eexpect mo? xempre super closeness..

im really enjoying karen's company..kalog kxe eeh..mabait pa at sweet pa..

lagi kami maingay sa dorm..lagi mong maririnig ang "lhabz kakain na tayo.!!"
"sige lhabz bababa nko"

hahaha nkakatawa tlga..

ndi naman din boring sa dorm dahil bukod sa madami kami eh my TV dn kami kaso from 6-8pm lng ang viewing tym..xempre we need to conserve energy daw? pero madalas nakakatakas kami ng panuod minsan 10 or 11pm na eh nanunuod pa kmi pero wlang lhim ang d nabubunyag kaya nahuhuli din kami nina sister arcy at sister glo dhl ksama namin cla sa dorm.aun mga pasaway na bata!

pero di padin tumitigil kakatapos lng mapagalitan ayan nanaman!! hayz..nkakatuwa tlga..

makikilala mo mga ugali ng isat isa dhl mgkakasama kau sa bahay..at makikilala mo ung tunay na friends..aun bye na..

nxt tym kwento nlng aq pg my nangyaring bago sa dorm.

aBouT mY couRse..PROUD TO BE AN EDUCATOR

EDUCATION..honestly its my 3rd choice course..aun..ndi aq pinalad sa nursing at kinapos sa pera..

maraming salamat sa scholarship na binigay skn ng College of the Holy Spirit..haha enjoy aq sa pag-aaral q..at d lang un..gumanda pa skul q..ngng exclusive.hehehe.

super thankful aq..kc khit scholar kami ehh napapakisamahan namin ng maaus khit ung mga rich naming classmates..

asar nga lng ung iba..

Cheaters!! lalo na ung mga *******!!! yan ung course ooh..lagi cla nag chea-cheat!!

aun..ang pagiging education student at pagiging RVE major ay napakasaya..napapalapit aq lalo kay God..

at pati ung rosary namin sa dorm twing Wednesday,Friday and Saturday nyts at pag cho-choir sa St.Jude church every other sunday ay nakakatulong ng malaki sa develepment ng relationship q ky God..

i believe God has a purpose why i became a student of CHSM.. i dont know the reason behind it by now.but im confident that i will know his purpose s0on..aun kaya salamat tlga sa course qng toh!


ndi na ko affected everytime others will just laugh at me dahil Values Major dw aq..s0o what?? haha mabuti nga un eh my values..at dhl sa course qng toh eh sure na ung future q..harhar..

aun lalo tuloy my pressure na mag aral mabuti para mapangalagaan ung scholarship..aun pero kakayanin.God is with me eh..so i have the full confidence to say that ill be successful someday..

im really loving my course nah..basta.may something eeh na d ko na itoh ipagpapalit sa nursing khit pa my magpa aral pa skn ng nursing ng libre..haha i do not care..bsta masaya q sa presence ni G0d..

at masaya q sa mga classmates at dormates q..di kaila na aq pinakamatanda sa lhat ng 1st yr na Educ.haha actually 9 lng kming lhata.aun aq pinaka ate pero sa kakulitan aq pa ung pinakabunso..tpos ung pinaka bata smin ung pinaka matured..whahhh..aq pinakamatanda at pinakapasaway..aun..i l0ve my dorm mates and classmates s0o much.muahh..aun

lets move again to another topic^_^

stuDieS..StudiEs..stUdiEs,,^_^

harhar.tapos na midterms at cmula na ang finals..grabe.
the pressure is always there..i know i need to strive much harder..

i need to maintain my grades..lalo na sa Salvation History..i got a flat 1.00 in the midterms..

so it'll be quit a shame if ill get lower that 1.00 in the finals.

oh God help me pls..hay..sabagay..tungkol sa bible naman un and im very familiar wid the bible naman..

there's nothing to worry about.hay pero ang major ko..Philosophical and Ethical Foundations in Values Education.kmusta naman un? major pa naman un but i got 2.00..sbagay 90% pdn naman un (anu un? pampalubag loob?) hay pero major q un eeh..dun q dpat galingan lalo.hay.


more on Philosophy naman un..wahh..grabe na tlaga..before i forgot..my report pla q dun about John Rawls and the Theory of Justice..and its 2 Principles..im a bit insane na..

God help ulet!! arghh..

but the good thing about my course is that its a bit easier than nursing..haha napaswerte pa ung pag shift ng course q..inaamin q sa nursing lusaw tlaga utak q..har..

chAnge topic..

kinakabahan aq..sa finals..sana maiayos q at sna mareach q ung goal ko na ma exempt sa final exam sa Salvation History at Filipino101..it'll be a great help para mabalance ang tym sa pagrereview sa ibang subjects..how i wish:(

at sa P.E im so0 happy that we've finished our practical test about stunts..haha im kinda confident that i got all the 10 stunts correctly (hay sana tama ang kutob.) aun..isa pa naman un sa pinakakinatatamaran q.

sa Psychology naman..super enjoy..na take q na kc un nung nursing eeh..enjoy talaga c miss fiona..

i like it when she gives us psychological tests..harhar..fortunately, matino pa naman aq..haha fortunately.pero malapit na ata masiraan..

sa Environmental Science naman..kakatapos lng ng 30 item quiz..feeling q 20 lng aq dun or mas mababa pa..huhuhu sana mali ang pakirmdam q..pero hnde.d kc aq nakapag aral maxado..pero slamat narin at tapos na.

at awa ni God, sa Trinitarian Mission Spirituality ay ndi pdn kmi nakakapag midterms.ay ewan q ba ky sister arlyn..ang malas kc ng Monday ehh..laging suspended or holiday..kaya nauurong ung exam namin..pero its a little favorable to me..kc ndi pa naman aq nag aaral.hay..aun.tama na muna ang usapin tungkol sa pag aaral..

ang masasabi q lng...

"masarap mag-aral sa skul namin,College of the Holy Spirit of Manila..hay ang babait ng mga madre at teachers..at masaya ang buhay estudyante..wahh..wish q lng eh mgng successful ang college life q at sna pagka graduate q eh d2 dn aq magturo..wah aun..bye."

lets move on to another issue..

hahhaa..funny matt^_^

toinkz,,..akalain mo un? nkachat q pa xa.DAKILANG EX BA OR FLING??

wahh..katawa..ang nonsense ng pinag-usapan..its been 2 yrs ndn pla..ala pdn pinagbago..

aun ala lng..

I want you back

I miss you!

I miss your kiss

I miss your embrace

I miss your warmth

I miss your breath

I want you back,

I can't live without you

I've tried moving on,

but nothing will do

I'm still so in love with you.

When you pushed me away

I pretend i didn't care,

but i cried for weeks straight

At night i still cry over you

I know i got to let you go, but that's something i can't do

I know you love her now

But right now i ask how?

I live across the globe

But she only lives down the road

But i can't stop you from pushing me away

I only wish there was something i could do or say

I guess we had our run

We had a lot of fun

But I will always love you

That much is true.

If you ever want me back

You know I'll be there in a flash

But that's something you will never do

So I have to give-up on you.

I Need You

I need you tonight,

I need you right now

I need you like the birds need the sky

I need you in my arms,

I need you by my side

I need you so that i can be alive

Do you need me tonight,

Do you need me at all?

Do you hear my cry baby can you hear my call?

Were running out of time, our lives will soon be gone

We weren't meant to live forever on this land

Can you listen to my plea, i know the love i have is real

We all need a little love in our heartsI

want to believe, that the love i have can be

I want to be together with you for all time

I need you tonight

I have to have you in my life

So I will run a thousand miles to see

If you are the one for me

I will swim across the ocean to show the love inside of me

So I need you tonight, I need you right now

I need you like the birds need the sky

I need you in my arms,

I need you by my side

I need you so that...

I just ...

need you.

Teardrops on my Guitar

As I sit writing you a love song

The Tears begin to fall

Everytime i hear your name

The hole grows in my hearts wall

I Strum my strings create my tune

The put that and my hearts words together

My heart and yours were one and the same

They were two birds of a feather

As i continue writing down

The words my heart wishes to tell

My weakness strengthens and my strength becomes weak

And the torrents of tears continue to swell

You were the first guy i kissed

and i had wished you could be the last

But things always happen for a reason

The die of fate had been cast

These tears as they fall some how give me strength

These tears they somehow are my power

Ill push sadness aside sing your name aloud

Let the tears rain down of my emotions be proud

These tears, they are my power

Yet at the same time they are my Kryptonite

The teardrops falling on my guitar...

harhar..takas sa net lab.

aun aun..d2 na naman aq skul..hay mimiss q na ung pc namin sa bhay..huhu balik dorm nanaman aq..balik sa selda..waw...

pero msya thursday nanaman pla..at bukas friday nah..wah.npakasaya..weekends nanaman..toinks..pero d ata aq mkakauwi eeh..d2 nlng muna aq kc sa sunday may choir nanaman sa st.jude..

aun ala lng..kc my pinaparesearch smin si miss Pescasio pero hirap naman hanapin..kya e2 pa blog2 nlng..uhm aus naman ng lyf q dis week..

msya naman sa dorm..hmmm.....la na ko msabi..bsta na feel q lng mg blog eeh.pero takas lng toh..hay ang hirap tlaga sna mahnap q na ung pinaparesearch para mkpag luto at mkakain na aq..

ang bilis talaga ng araw...mgpapasko na naman ahahaha..aun bye!

s0o much fear..

I fear from the moment you came..

Because I thought of the moment you'll leave.

I fear from the moment you saw me..

Because I thought of the moment I'll never see you..

I fear from the moment you hugged me..

because I thought of the moment I wont feel your arms around me..

I fear from the moment we kissed.

because I thought of the moment you're pissed..

I fear every moment you're near..

because I thought of the moment I cant reach you anymore..

I fear from the moment you cared..

because I thought of the moment I wont feel you're there..

I fear from the moment you loved me..

because I thought of the moment it will fade..

AND NOW, EVERY MOMENT THAT I FEARED IS HERE:(

shout out ng single..

"LoVe deSiRes c0nnecTi0n cuz u belong with me...--she wears high heels, i wear sneakers..she's the cheer captain and im on the bleachers..SINGLE EVER but lovin it."

hay..kung bibilangin dpat 1yr and 6 mos n pla kung d kmi ngbreak nung unang una plang..pro kamalasan..harhar..on and off.wah and now..wla n tlaga.

totally wla na..hhuhu npkalungkot pro tama na cguro un ehh..i have my friends nman eh..d ko muna cguro nid ng relationships..hahaa nsasanay ndn me mgng single eeh..

dko lm kung pnu q sisimulan..bsta mhirap..auko ng gnito..nsanay nko ng nanjan xa..pro sbi nga.. ndi q nmn xa pag aari db?? haha learn to let go daw..thats wat im doing exactly..

but honestly..npakahirap.wla namang madali dba? pro para mas madali iniisip ko nlng na totoo ung sabi2..FOREVER IS A LIE!!! tma nman eeh,.akala mo kau na..akala mo hbang buhay na.d naman pla

pro ok lng..(lagi nmang ok eh..) i dont wanna make things complicated..hayyz..tma na ang pgdadrama..its time to let him go and face a new life without him..sa una lng dw akala ko d ko kya pro mkakaya q dn..sana nga..sna nga gnun lng kadali nuh?

inis aq sknya..pkrmdm q naloko aq eh..skit nun ah..sa ilang yrs namin mgkakilala..now lng aq parang naloko...alam q august kmi nagbreak pro nung sbi nya july pa dw cla nung new gf nya? aahaha so wt does that mean?? im cheated!!

ok lng snay na naman aqng msktan ehhh..pkalakas nlng tau,...gnyan naman ang mga pinay dba? tiis lng ng tiis kht d n kya.

well..i guess ill end my entry nlng here..

hay aftr 2 yrs

hay aftr 2 yrs now lng uyet nkpag post