Monday, October 26, 2009

knife..cuts like a knife =(

he had given me a knife.,, I've kept it inside me for quite some time..

unknowing what to do with it.

as time goes by, I saw blood that slowly tickled my skin,.

And after a longer time put an invisible scar on it..

But now, I have decided to hand him the knife again..

I know I must have done this earlier but I've had t0o much faith

that it will be healed on the time that he will put me 0n his currently occupied arms again.,,

hayzz..nyt..so0 sad =(

seMbreak nah.and im missing him so bad!! =(

yuhuuu..khit sembreak na eh parang ang lungkot pdn imbes matuwa..pnu b nman? almost 1 week lng..its not enough noh!!

feeling q ang Kj talagah ng skul q haha nov.3 n agd psukan?

hows dat naman?

ewan q ba..pero msaya pdn atleast meron kesa wla.. i missed them so0 much lalo na ung kapatid q pti syempre ung pc q..haha i miss my farm!

pero hgit sa lhat, i miss him..i miss everything bout him..miss the tyms wen we're together..

miss the tyms wen he's still mine..aun..

but i know..even though how long the sembreak will going to be, still,d pdn kmi magkikita s0o d pdn mbabawasan pgkamiss q dun.. =(

i've had s0o much longing for him..i want to see him..i want to hold his hands,.miss his eyes,his nose,,everything!

arrghh!! there's no cure i know..but im just wishing for his happiness. i wish he's enjoying the sembreak right now..i wish he's fine and well..

i wish that his heart will be healed s0on..i want to be the reason for him to smile again..

ewan!! e2 nanaman aq..nagdadrama nanaman..nag rereminisce nanaman..

i know im just hurting myself for doing this..but reminiscing is my only way to feel his love again..how can i stop myself?

im s0o much bothered,.im insecure.

KAWAWA NMAN AQ!! =((

its been so long ndn since we're over..and there's so0 much change except for the feelings..my feelings for him does not changed..and it will not change..i still love him the way i l0ved him before..it even grew stronger..

hays..

PLEASE TELL ME THAT ITS NOT YET OVER..

PLEASE?

Monday, October 5, 2009

faRmviLLe^_^

ampanget pla ng funfarm? haha

mas mgnda farmville..yooh!!

e2 nanaman aq..nanggugulo..halos wla ng tym mgblog..hay..s0o busy..tpos dmi pa pgod..this past few weeeks.. busy sa paghahanda sa finals.haha

im so0 pre occupied with projects and deadlines!! hope i can make it!!

guys.nxt tym nlng huh? antok n eh..geh2