LOVE is s0 I R O N I C!!!!!!!! (but I'll still try,)

why is that so??

too many times we’ve been fooled by love.

there are times wen we think they’re real..but true is..they’ve never been REAL to us!!

=(

as well as..

there are times wen you think joke lng or they’re kinda playing games lng,

but ull end up crying coz what you think a lie..is all T R U E .the result is.YOU’LL REGRET..

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hayss..cant find the right words to say..

this time..im not taking it seriously..

am just making myself believe that its a lie..THAT HE’S A LIE!

but the truth is im believing it little by little..

..cant decide..

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hays et0 nnman aq..to0 many times i’ve said..”TAMA NA..PAG D NAGWORK TOH TAMA NA TALAGA..”

but here i go again..begging for myself for ONE LAST CHANCE..

“cge na pls?? let’s just try it..at this time..pag d talaga nagwork..TLAGANG TAMA NA!!!!!”

im afraid to cry but this time,ill take the risks,..ill try it,=)

to all my friends:

sorry for being hard-headed..

kung d pko nadadala..pero ita-try q ulit ito..

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and im more than hopeful that this time, it’ll be good..maybe not perfect but atleast GOOD..

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so aun lng..dont have much to say,.

*goodluck love!

*goodluck to me..

—JULIANNE—

ang sabi ni BOB ONG...

"Makakabalik ka nga sa lugar pero hindi sa panahon... makikita mo ulit ang taong minahal mo pero hindi na mauulit ang naramdaman ninyo noon. Lahat ng nangyari noon ay isa na lamang masayang gunita ngayon, isang bintana sa kahapon, na paminsan-minsan ay gusto mong masulyapang muli... sabay bulong sa sarili: Sana pwedeng ...ibalik ang mga nangyari noon para magawa kong tama ang mga maling desisyon ng pagkakataon..."


Please excuse my language, but this has to be said. . . Dear Ladies, "NOT ALL GUYS" are "ASSHOLES". Just because "ONE" is a "MUTHAFUCKIN' JACKASS" doesn't mean "HE" represents "ALL OF US". And Gentlemen. . . "NOT ALL GIRLS" are "BITCHES". Just because "ONE" is a "FUCKIN' WHORE" doesn't mean "SHE" represents "ALL WOMEN".... - MC DUANE


Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko.


Pasko na naman at malamig ang simoy ng hangin, masarap sana kung mayroon kang kasintahan na kapiling at yayakapin, sabay kayong kakain sa NOCHE BUENA at MAGBUBUKAS NG MGA REGALO. Pero katulad ng dati, nag-iisa ka pa rin, pero ayos lang yan! Kung nalulungkot ka dahil hindi pa dumarating ang taong nakatadhana sa'yo, wag ...ka masyado malungkot, dahil kahit sya mismo hindi pa ganun kasaya... dahil wala ka pa.


Hikayatin mo lahat ng kakilala mo na magkaroon ng kahit isa man lang paboritong libro sa buhay nila. Dahil wala nang mas kawawa pa sa mga taong literado pero hindi nagbabasa.


Masakit SAKTAN ang MINAMAHAL lalo na kung di mo SINASADYA. Kahit GUSTUHIN mo man na ITUWID ang lahat ng mga PAGKAKAMALI mo eh saka mo pa lang MALALAMAN na HULI na pala... kasi, NAITAMA NA NG IBA


Ang kabaliktaran ng nagmuMURAhan... ay nagmaMAHALan.


Nalaman kong hindi final exam ang passing rate ng buhay. Hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration or fill-in-the-blanks na sinasagutan kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw. Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga isinulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures.


Ang pag-ibig parang sugal. Minsan panalo... minsan talo. Pero ang pinakamasakit sa lahat... yung makita mong panalo ka sana, pero di ka naman tumaya.


Masakit daw umibig palagi ka raw iiyak, palagi ka raw aasa at maghihintay sa wala... sabi ko naman ganun lang yun talaga dahil kung di ka masasaktan... di mo malalamang nagmamahal ka na pala.


Ang PAG-IBIG nga naman parang EXAM... pinag-iisipan, pinaghahandaan, di ka EXEMPTED masaktan, kailangan PASADO ka sa kanya... kaya habang maaga pa galingan mo na... kung ayaw mong ma DROP-OUT ka.


Bakit pag may gusto tayo kailangan iwanan natin yung iba para lang makuha yun? Pero pag andyan na, saka mo lang malalaman na yung taong iniwan mo ay minsan na ring iniwan ang lahat-lahat sa buhay para lang sayo... Bakit pag may gusto tayo kailangan iwanan natin yung iba para lang makuha yun? Pero pag andyan na, saka mo lang malalaman na yung taong iniwan mo ay minsan na ring iniwan ang lahat-lahat sa buhay para lang sayo...

Mag-aral maigi; kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka sa pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher.


Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.


LOVE IS BLIND"... Kaya pag ikaw "nabulag" dyan sa mga "pinag-gagagawa" mo........... "makikita" mo!


Mangarap ka at abutin mo ito. wag mo sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta o mga lumilipad na ipis, kung may pagkukulang sa'yo ang magulang mo, pwede kang manisi at magrebelde, tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag drugs ka, magpakulay ng buhok sa kili-kili, sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang biktima... ...EBELDENG WALANG NAPATUNAYAN AT BAIT SA SARILI


Iba ang tinititigan sa tinitingnan. Ang tinititigan, sa isang bahagi lang nakatingin. Ang tinitingnan buong bahagi ang sinusuri. Iba rin ang iniintindi sa inuunawa. Ang iniintindi, pinipilit sa isipan. Ang inuunawa alam kung bakit dapat ipilit sa isipan. Kung kaya dapat: Tinitingnan ang mga bagay para maunawaan at hindi titigan lang at intindihin.


Maglaro ka ng SNAKE sa cellphone, mapapansin mo, para siyang RELASYON. Sa una, hindi mo iisiping HAHABA ng ganon. Tapos, kapag TUMAGAL na, nagiging EXCITING pero
NAKAKATAKOT dahil baka sa ISANG UNTOG lang... MATAPOS ang lahat!!-MC DUANE

Ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ka dapat magmahal ng dalawang tao sa parehong panahon ay katulad ng kung bakit hindi ka pwedeng magsuot ng sapatos na hindi magkapares sa parehong oras... posible, pero pangit tingnan.

wahahaha nxt tymnlng ung iba hah

wooot..crush

you're my crush!!!!!

ayie!!

but dont know wat and how to feel..

d nman aq umaasa ng higit pa don

im glad dat we're friends..

hmmm..la na msabe....

bye

ehem...wah!! midterms week.

I HATE EXAMS!!

I HATE MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

I HATE HER.

^_^

sCary L0ng!!..d0Rm..i haTe hiM..m0vinG 0n..mY h0LidayS,,farEweLL.. T.T..picTurEs..^^,

here i go again..

saying gudbye.hmm..

ill miss these moments..ung papuyat2 lng sa Fb..

pag balik dorm eh puyat2 nnman aq for studying..

i dont know why im sad..

maybe im just t00 lazy to go back to school..

im not trying to be dramatic or emotional..duh.

this is wat i really feel.

may namimiss aqng tao..pero ndi na ung dati..

he's just a friend.

miss q din ung 1st yr HS days q.

hayss..

aun lng..but im still happy to have communication with him..

the point is.i miss him..un lng.

-----DORM--------

pagbalik ng dorm dko lm kung kelan aq mkakauwi ulit d2 sa haus..

mggng bc na aq..

the 2nd week of January will be our midterms..

nyaah!! bc bchan aq..

sna mgng ok pdn ung grades q..

hmm..saya lng..nung 1st sem eh ala aq grades lower than 1.75..and may flat 1.00 pa q.
yabang bah? ^_^

xmpre pagmamalaki q un.pinaghirapan q ata un! hehe

hope to get better than that pa..

ndi mataas ang pangarap q 4 myself..kundi gngwa q toh pra sa parents at brother q..nice!

aun..

--I HATE HIM---

Mr.Mark Evan S. Defeo,.

inis nko sknya..ewan q ba..kainis eh! hilig nya mang asar
feeling nya eh inluv pko sknya?

khit nman toto0 un eh auko inaasar nya q bout the past,
dko nanga xa pinapakielaman eh..

may isa pa xang cnabi na ang bilis q dw tumaba?
what the?

d aq nainsulto dun dhl inaasar nya nko kht nung kmi pa,

pero ngalit aq dun sa sunod nyang cnabi..
"kung noon nga inlab ka skn eh,pnu pa kya ngaun?"

hays..presko..kung lam nya lng..the reason why i gained weight is dhl wla na kmi..nwalan aq ng problema at d nko stressed,hahahah..funny but true..

hays..ewan q ba.wt kya nkikita ni mama sknya kya ayaw na ayaw sknya?
wla dw aqng future dun..hehe
kulot dw ung hair means magulo ang utak
*well.npapatunyan q n yn ngaun ^^,*

---MOVING ON---

aun happy nman aq at d ko na xa mxado iniisip.(c mark)
im finally moving on..
sna magtuloy2 na toh..
hope he wont give me any reason to love him again.. *nu dw?*
hehe happy2..
nagtxt xa nung new years eve na miss dw nya q.
infairness..he can still remember last new year na mgksma kmi? hmm.
but wla lng..my feeling was normal then..
wlang bago..natuwa oo..pero kinilig,,ndi ata??
cguro miss q pa xa.cguro rin mhal q pa xa..pero konting konti nlng at mwawala ndn..
ang namimiss q lng ung memories tsaka ung pnagsamahan,,ehehe..
cguro para xang.."i remember the boy, but i cant remember the love."
cguro nka muv on nko sknya..sa memories nlng aq d mka muv on.

yehey! atleast im improving dba?

hayss..

----HOW'S MY HOLIDAYS?----

msya nman..
but honestly..i liked new year more than christmas.
i've received many gifts but new year was the best..
especially January 1st.
I and my bestfriends get to see each other.
that was not planned but im so0 so0 much happy to see them..
we went to sm north edsa.
the bonding was ordinary but the feelings were extraordinary.
coz its the 2nd time that i saw them..we were only chat mates way back and then we became close.
i love them.
*anne
*john
at isama na ntn c
*france..
--thank you pla kay john for treating me..
and thank you ndn sau france for bringing your cam with you..
hmmm..that was one of my happiest moments during my christmas and new year break.

----farewell----

e2 na..its around 4am..hays d pko tulog..

im sure paggcng q myang umga eh d nko mkakapag comp.ok lng,
mamimiss q lng Fb pero pls..
dont get confused..araw2 nyo mkikita na updated ang Fb q.
but thats my mom or dad n nagbubukas ng acc q.
tinataniman kc nla farm q..eheh ^^,

i only have 9hours left and then im getting off for the dorm na.

my feelings?
*half sad-kc mnsan naiinip aq sa dorm at miss q cla..tpos mnsan la aq pera tpos d aq mkauwi para kumuha ng pera dhl may curfew at super bc.
*half happy-kc mkikita q na dorm mates q..i missed them to0!
hehehe..i promise..i wont be sad na.
coz i know that i really need to go to school for my family nga dba?
hehe lets just accept the reality...besides, it wont hurt nman eh.


yeah yeah..im so0 happy na.

im also thankful for the 2weeks vacation that i had.although mejo bitin eh mas ok na dn un kesa wla dba?

weeh..

im so excited din nman.

i wonder what their pasalubong for me will be.hehe..

hays..im sleepy na.hell yeah!! super sleepy..

i feel like throwing out na!! eew..aun.

bye2.
bye2 house
bye2 Fb
bye2 petiks.

mwawala na ang happy-go-lucky side q.hehe.mapapalitan nanaman ng
busy-but-happy side..

yeah..dont have to be sad and lazy..mabilis ang pnahon..

bka bukas eh mgulat nlng aq na summer vacation na..hehe

cant w8 for that..but for the meantime,
while summer vacation is not yet here,..
ill just focus on my studies,family
and luvlife ofcourse.hehe.

bye bye ok? luv yah guys!

[BELOW WERE EVIDENCES OF MY WELL-SPENT NEW YEARS DAY..]
*PHOTOS WERE TAKEN LAST JANUARY 1,2010..AT AROUND 2:00-4PM..*

hayss..ewan..para sau..mr.c*****

s0rry t0 say dis

and im also sorry for hurting u.

u know wat? i really dont want to hurt u.but what shall i do?

i hate it when u keep on bugging me about the past.

hays..ang tgal na nun 4 God’s sake..tama na..

u know what the real status is.

sorry but dont wanna hurt u.

so pls stop..

naiinis na aq ehh.

bata pa kc aq nun kya padalos dalos sa decisions..dpat d ngng tau eh.pra wlang problems ngaun.feeling q kc laro lng un non.sori sori sori po.

gs2 q magalit ka skn ng sobra2 para matigil na toh at para din mlaman mo na tlaga..

lam mo nman kung cnu mhal q..

so pls..sa iba mo nlng ibaling yan ok?

im not being a jerk in here..

ndi dn aq nag fee-feeling na mgnda aq.(dhl cute lng aq :D)

hayss.but kidding aside.bsta stop it na pls.

ala na talaga eh.s0ri..

i just want u 2 be my friend..nothing more and nothing less.

thanks 4 the memories..

thanks for the love.

i dont deserve your love.

ill never 4get u.

*my 1st bf*