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LOVE is s0 I R O N I C!!!!!!!! (but I'll still try,)

2010-02-07T10:41:00.001-08:00

why is that so??

too many times we’ve been fooled by love.

there are times wen we think they’re real..but true is..they’ve never been REAL to us!!

=(

as well as..

there are times wen you think joke lng or they’re kinda playing games lng,

but ull end up crying coz what you think a lie..is all T R U E .the result is.YOU’LL REGRET..

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hayss..cant find the right words to say..

this time..im not taking it seriously..

am just making myself believe that its a lie..THAT HE’S A LIE!

but the truth is im believing it little by little..

..cant decide..

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hays et0 nnman aq..to0 many times i’ve said..”TAMA NA..PAG D NAGWORK TOH TAMA NA TALAGA..”

but here i go again..begging for myself for ONE LAST CHANCE..

“cge na pls?? let’s just try it..at this time..pag d talaga nagwork..TLAGANG TAMA NA!!!!!”

im afraid to cry but this time,ill take the risks,..ill try it,=)

to all my friends:

sorry for being hard-headed..

kung d pko nadadala..pero ita-try q ulit ito..

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and im more than hopeful that this time, it’ll be good..maybe not perfect but atleast GOOD..

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so aun lng..dont have much to say,.

*goodluck love!

*goodluck to me..

—JULIANNE—

ang sabi ni BOB ONG...

2010-01-31T02:03:00.000-08:00

"Makakabalik ka nga sa lugar pero hindi sa panahon... makikita mo ulit ang taong minahal mo pero hindi na mauulit ang naramdaman ninyo noon. Lahat ng nangyari noon ay isa na lamang masayang gunita ngayon, isang bintana sa kahapon, na paminsan-minsan ay gusto mong masulyapang muli... sabay bulong sa sarili: Sana pwedeng ...ibalik ang mga nangyari noon para magawa kong tama ang mga maling desisyon ng pagkakataon..."

Please excuse my language, but this has to be said. . . Dear Ladies, "NOT ALL GUYS" are "ASSHOLES". Just because "ONE" is a "MUTHAFUCKIN' JACKASS" doesn't mean "HE" represents "ALL OF US". And Gentlemen. . . "NOT ALL GIRLS" are "BITCHES". Just because "ONE" is a "FUCKIN' WHORE" doesn't mean "SHE" represents "ALL WOMEN".... - MC DUANE

Obligasyon kong maglayag, karapatan kong pumunta sa kung saan ko gusto, responsibilidad ko ang buhay ko.

Pasko na naman at malamig ang simoy ng hangin, masarap sana kung mayroon kang kasintahan na kapiling at yayakapin, sabay kayong kakain sa NOCHE BUENA at MAGBUBUKAS NG MGA REGALO. Pero katulad ng dati, nag-iisa ka pa rin, pero ayos lang yan! Kung nalulungkot ka dahil hindi pa dumarating ang taong nakatadhana sa'yo, wag ...ka masyado malungkot, dahil kahit sya mismo hindi pa ganun kasaya... dahil wala ka pa.

Hikayatin mo lahat ng kakilala mo na magkaroon ng kahit isa man lang paboritong libro sa buhay nila. Dahil wala nang mas kawawa pa sa mga taong literado pero hindi nagbabasa.

Masakit SAKTAN ang MINAMAHAL lalo na kung di mo SINASADYA. Kahit GUSTUHIN mo man na ITUWID ang lahat ng mga PAGKAKAMALI mo eh saka mo pa lang MALALAMAN na HULI na pala... kasi, NAITAMA NA NG IBA

Ang kabaliktaran ng nagmuMURAhan... ay nagmaMAHALan.

Nalaman kong hindi final exam ang passing rate ng buhay. Hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration or fill-in-the-blanks na sinasagutan kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw. Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga isinulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures.

Ang pag-ibig parang sugal. Minsan panalo... minsan talo. Pero ang pinakamasakit sa lahat... yung makita mong panalo ka sana, pero di ka naman tumaya.

Masakit daw umibig palagi ka raw iiyak, palagi ka raw aasa at maghihintay sa wala... sabi ko naman ganun lang yun talaga dahil kung di ka masasaktan... di mo malalamang nagmamahal ka na pala.

Ang PAG-IBIG nga naman parang EXAM... pinag-iisipan, pinaghahandaan, di ka EXEMPTED masaktan, kailangan PASADO ka sa kanya... kaya habang maaga pa galingan mo na... kung ayaw mong ma DROP-OUT ka.

Bakit pag may gusto tayo kailangan iwanan natin yung iba para lang makuha yun? Pero pag andyan na, saka mo lang malalaman na yung taong iniwan mo ay minsan na ring iniwan ang lahat-lahat sa buhay para lang sayo... Bakit pag may gusto tayo kailangan iwanan natin yung iba para lang makuha yun? Pero pag andyan na, saka mo lang malalaman na yung taong iniwan mo ay minsan na ring iniwan ang lahat-lahat sa buhay para lang sayo...

Mag-aral maigi; kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka sa pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher.

Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.

LOVE IS BLIND"... Kaya pag ikaw "nabulag" dyan sa mga "pinag-gagagawa" mo........... "makikita" mo!

Mangarap ka at abutin mo ito. wag mo sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta o mga lumilipad na ipis, kung may pagkukulang sa'yo ang magulang mo, pwede kang manisi at magrebelde, tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag drugs ka, magpakulay ng buhok sa kili-kili, sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang biktima... ...EBELDENG WALANG NAPATUNAYAN AT BAIT SA SARILI

Iba ang tinititigan sa tinitingnan. Ang tinititigan, sa isang bahagi lang nakatingin. Ang tinitingnan buong bahagi ang sinusuri. Iba rin ang iniintindi sa inuunawa. Ang iniintindi, pinipilit sa isipan. Ang inuunawa alam kung bakit dapat ipilit sa isipan. Kung kaya dapat: Tinitingnan ang mga bagay para maunawaan at hindi titigan lang at intindihin.

Maglaro ka ng SNAKE sa cellphone, mapapansin mo, para siyang RELASYON. Sa una, hindi mo iisiping HAHABA ng ganon. Tapos, kapag TUMAGAL na, nagiging EXCITING pero
NAKAKATAKOT dahil baka sa ISANG UNTOG lang... MATAPOS ang lahat!!-MC DUANE

Ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ka dapat magmahal ng dalawang tao sa parehong panahon ay katulad ng kung bakit hindi ka pwedeng magsuot ng sapatos na hindi magkapares sa parehong oras... posible, pero pangit tingnan.

wahahaha nxt tymnlng ung iba hah

wooot..crush

2010-01-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

you're my crush!!!!!

ayie!!

but dont know wat and how to feel..

d nman aq umaasa ng higit pa don

im glad dat we're friends..

hmmm..la na msabe....

bye

ehem...wah!! midterms week.

2010-01-13T22:54:00.001-08:00

I HATE EXAMS!!

I HATE MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

I HATE HER.

^_^

sCary L0ng!!..d0Rm..i haTe hiM..m0vinG 0n..mY h0LidayS,,farEweLL.. T.T..picTurEs..^^,

2010-01-03T11:14:00.000-08:00

here i go again..

saying gudbye.hmm..

ill miss these moments..ung papuyat2 lng sa Fb..

pag balik dorm eh puyat2 nnman aq for studying..

i dont know why im sad..

maybe im just t00 lazy to go back to school..

im not trying to be dramatic or emotional..duh.

this is wat i really feel.

may namimiss aqng tao..pero ndi na ung dati..

he's just a friend.

miss q din ung 1st yr HS days q.

hayss..

aun lng..but im still happy to have communication with him..

the point is.i miss him..un lng.

-----DORM--------

pagbalik ng dorm dko lm kung kelan aq mkakauwi ulit d2 sa haus..

mggng bc na aq..

the 2nd week of January will be our midterms..

nyaah!! bc bchan aq..

sna mgng ok pdn ung grades q..

hmm..saya lng..nung 1st sem eh ala aq grades lower than 1.75..and may flat 1.00 pa q.
yabang bah? ^_^

xmpre pagmamalaki q un.pinaghirapan q ata un! hehe

hope to get better than that pa..

ndi mataas ang pangarap q 4 myself..kundi gngwa q toh pra sa parents at brother q..nice!

aun..

--I HATE HIM---

Mr.Mark Evan S. Defeo,.

inis nko sknya..ewan q ba..kainis eh! hilig nya mang asar
feeling nya eh inluv pko sknya?

khit nman toto0 un eh auko inaasar nya q bout the past,
dko nanga xa pinapakielaman eh..

may isa pa xang cnabi na ang bilis q dw tumaba?
what the?

d aq nainsulto dun dhl inaasar nya nko kht nung kmi pa,

pero ngalit aq dun sa sunod nyang cnabi..
"kung noon nga inlab ka skn eh,pnu pa kya ngaun?"

hays..presko..kung lam nya lng..the reason why i gained weight is dhl wla na kmi..nwalan aq ng problema at d nko stressed,hahahah..funny but true..

hays..ewan q ba.wt kya nkikita ni mama sknya kya ayaw na ayaw sknya?
wla dw aqng future dun..hehe
kulot dw ung hair means magulo ang utak
*well.npapatunyan q n yn ngaun ^^,*

---MOVING ON---

aun happy nman aq at d ko na xa mxado iniisip.(c mark)
im finally moving on..
sna magtuloy2 na toh..
hope he wont give me any reason to love him again.. *nu dw?*
hehe happy2..
nagtxt xa nung new years eve na miss dw nya q.
infairness..he can still remember last new year na mgksma kmi? hmm.
but wla lng..my feeling was normal then..
wlang bago..natuwa oo..pero kinilig,,ndi ata??
cguro miss q pa xa.cguro rin mhal q pa xa..pero konting konti nlng at mwawala ndn..
ang namimiss q lng ung memories tsaka ung pnagsamahan,,ehehe..
cguro para xang.."i remember the boy, but i cant remember the love."
cguro nka muv on nko sknya..sa memories nlng aq d mka muv on.

yehey! atleast im improving dba?

hayss..

----HOW'S MY HOLIDAYS?----

msya nman..
but honestly..i liked new year more than christmas.
i've received many gifts but new year was the best..
especially January 1st.
I and my bestfriends get to see each other.
that was not planned but im so0 so0 much happy to see them..
we went to sm north edsa.
the bonding was ordinary but the feelings were extraordinary.
coz its the 2nd time that i saw them..we were only chat mates way back and then we became close.
i love them.
*anne
*john
at isama na ntn c
*france..
--thank you pla kay john for treating me..
and thank you ndn sau france for bringing your cam with you..
hmmm..that was one of my happiest moments during my christmas and new year break.

----farewell----

e2 na..its around 4am..hays d pko tulog..

im sure paggcng q myang umga eh d nko mkakapag comp.ok lng,
mamimiss q lng Fb pero pls..
dont get confused..araw2 nyo mkikita na updated ang Fb q.
but thats my mom or dad n nagbubukas ng acc q.
tinataniman kc nla farm q..eheh ^^,

i only have 9hours left and then im getting off for the dorm na.

my feelings?
*half sad-kc mnsan naiinip aq sa dorm at miss q cla..tpos mnsan la aq pera tpos d aq mkauwi para kumuha ng pera dhl may curfew at super bc.
*half happy-kc mkikita q na dorm mates q..i missed them to0!
hehehe..i promise..i wont be sad na.
coz i know that i really need to go to school for my family nga dba?
hehe lets just accept the reality...besides, it wont hurt nman eh.

yeah yeah..im so0 happy na.

im also thankful for the 2weeks vacation that i had.although mejo bitin eh mas ok na dn un kesa wla dba?

weeh..

im so excited din nman.

i wonder what their pasalubong for me will be.hehe..

hays..im sleepy na.hell yeah!! super sleepy..

i feel like throwing out na!! eew..aun.

bye2.
bye2 house
bye2 Fb
bye2 petiks.

mwawala na ang happy-go-lucky side q.hehe.mapapalitan nanaman ng
busy-but-happy side..

yeah..dont have to be sad and lazy..mabilis ang pnahon..

bka bukas eh mgulat nlng aq na summer vacation na..hehe

cant w8 for that..but for the meantime,
while summer vacation is not yet here,..
ill just focus on my studies,family
and luvlife ofcourse.hehe.

bye bye ok? luv yah guys!

[BELOW WERE EVIDENCES OF MY WELL-SPENT NEW YEARS DAY..]
*PHOTOS WERE TAKEN LAST JANUARY 1,2010..AT AROUND 2:00-4PM..*

hayss..ewan..para sau..mr.c*****

2010-01-02T09:26:00.000-08:00

s0rry t0 say dis

and im also sorry for hurting u.

u know wat? i really dont want to hurt u.but what shall i do?

i hate it when u keep on bugging me about the past.

hays..ang tgal na nun 4 God’s sake..tama na..

u know what the real status is.

sorry but dont wanna hurt u.

so pls stop..

naiinis na aq ehh.

bata pa kc aq nun kya padalos dalos sa decisions..dpat d ngng tau eh.pra wlang problems ngaun.feeling q kc laro lng un non.sori sori sori po.

gs2 q magalit ka skn ng sobra2 para matigil na toh at para din mlaman mo na tlaga..

lam mo nman kung cnu mhal q..

so pls..sa iba mo nlng ibaling yan ok?

im not being a jerk in here..

ndi dn aq nag fee-feeling na mgnda aq.(dhl cute lng aq :D)

hayss.but kidding aside.bsta stop it na pls.

ala na talaga eh.s0ri..

i just want u 2 be my friend..nothing more and nothing less.

thanks 4 the memories..

thanks for the love.

i dont deserve your love.

ill never 4get u.

*my 1st bf*

a nEw yeaR MessAge t0 aLL..=)

2009-12-30T02:39:00.000-08:00

i wish this coming new year will be prosperous and fruitful for all of us..

kung anu man ung pagkakamali ntn last year.kalimutan na ntn at wg na nting ulitin un..

nkabang0n nman ang pilipinas sa pagkakalugmok ntn dhl sa mga bagyong ONDOY at PEPENG..
pinag aadya pdn po tau nii GOD..

sna lng eh lagi taung mgng mtatag sa mga dadating pa.
(life is full of desirable and undesirable moments..)

phalagahan ntn lhat ng ta0ng nagpapasaya,nag aalaga at nagpapahalaga sa atin..

tama na,,.mtatapos na ang year na puro sakit at iyakan.

its time to face all challenges that this coming year would offer..

aun lng.iispin q pa po new year's resolution q..gs2 q kc ung msusunod eeh..

PS..sna po wg magpasukan ng dko man lng nkakasama mga bestfriends q..sna!

-jeva
-marra
-roseann
-nadine(ayan kna bhez!)
-anne
-john.

at PS uyet..
miss q na kau classmates at dorm mates q!!
lalu na kau..bebe karen at queen butts q!
l0ve you both..

at PS uyet2..
sa jan.4 ay balik dorm nko..d nnman mkkpag facebo0k..ill miss u all guys!

hayss..ayan na..

A MESSAGE FOR ALL..
please be happy ok?? always consider all the things that made year 2009 worth living for all of us..
ausin ntn buhay ntn! go go!
kaya ntn lhat ng pagsubok.

always remember...JESUS CARES AND LOVES US..

il0ve u all..and i l0ve y0u GOD!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL..^^,

DaVid aRchuLeTa.. xD

2009-12-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

ggrr..i lab him so0 much.i love his songs to0!!
lalo na ung CRUSH,,mejo mtgal na xa pero wla..lab q tlga xa eh.

"do u ever think,wen you're all alone all that we can be,wer this thing can go? am i crazy or falling inlove? is it real or just another crush? do u catch your breath wen i look at you? are u holding back like the way i do? coz im trying and trying to walk away,but i know this crush aint going away.."

this song reminds me of my crush..hmmm..

even though he does not have any idea about my feelings,im still happy to be his friend..

muahh muahh

il0ve y0u mr.N******

chat wid felisa..

2009-12-27T21:52:00.000-08:00

Felisa Demafiles: anung stat naman yan???
Felisa Demafiles:
julianne_bhebie jabinal: ewan tgal na nyan
Felisa Demafiles: wahaahahhaa
Felisa Demafiles: my bf ka ba ngaun?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: wla po eh hehe bibigyan mko?>
BUZZ!!!
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha
julianne_bhebie jabinal: look at my stat
Felisa Demafiles: LOL
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha
Felisa Demafiles: LOL
Felisa Demafiles: katawa ka
julianne_bhebie jabinal: btet aman?
Felisa Demafiles: ala lang..kakatuwa lang..wahahaha//nu gawa mo?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: e2 nkatanga heheeh tmad pa kc q tpusin last 100 pages ng breaking dawn
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha
Felisa Demafiles: adik...
Felisa Demafiles: nawalan ako ng gana sa new moon
Felisa Demafiles: wahahah
Felisa Demafiles: dame kasing nagsasabi ng pangit eh
Felisa Demafiles: aun..
Felisa Demafiles: naniwala naman ako
Felisa Demafiles: whahahaha
julianne_bhebie jabinal: ok lnb
julianne_bhebie jabinal: mgnda naman
julianne_bhebie jabinal: cute ni jacob eeh
Felisa Demafiles: wahaahahah
Felisa Demafiles: katamad magbasa
Felisa Demafiles: wahahahah
julianne_bhebie jabinal: hehehe dpat pnanuod mo cne
Felisa Demafiles: eeeehhhhh
Felisa Demafiles: la akong hilig
Felisa Demafiles: wahahah
Felisa Demafiles: ala nga akong pla no buhay ko eh
Felisa Demafiles:
Felisa Demafiles: ^plano
julianne_bhebie jabinal: nyeeh ewan
julianne_bhebie jabinal: wt korz mo>?
Felisa Demafiles: IT
Felisa Demafiles: nursing ka di ba?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: dna
julianne_bhebie jabinal: educ nko eh sa college of the holy spirit of manila
julianne_bhebie jabinal: kaya 1st yr uyet aq=(
Felisa Demafiles: ay
Felisa Demafiles: sayang naman
Felisa Demafiles: bat ka nagshift?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: dna kaya
julianne_bhebie jabinal: gastos eeh
Felisa Demafiles: aaahhhh
Felisa Demafiles: eh ganun din
Felisa Demafiles: private pa din yung skul mo ngaun
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha
julianne_bhebie jabinal: hahah nag pa scholar aq sa skul q ngaun
Felisa Demafiles: yaw mo sa public?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: uu exclusive un dti ehh
Felisa Demafiles: aaaaahhhhh
Felisa Demafiles: nice nice naman
Felisa Demafiles: may maintaining grade ka?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: uu
Felisa Demafiles: anu?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: pwd pnkambaba eh 2.25 lng
Felisa Demafiles: aaaahhhh
Felisa Demafiles: nice nice
Felisa Demafiles: galing
Felisa Demafiles: san yun?
Felisa Demafiles: malayo?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: naku nagsalita ang d mgaling
Felisa Demafiles: LOL
Felisa Demafiles: ewan..
Felisa Demafiles: wahahahah
julianne_bhebie jabinal: sa mendiola manila..actually nagdodorm aq dun sa loob ng school
julianne_bhebie jabinal: ksma q 1st-4th yr mga educ scholar dn
Felisa Demafiles: aaahhh
Felisa Demafiles: nice
Felisa Demafiles: saya nun
Felisa Demafiles: pde magpagabi
Felisa Demafiles:
julianne_bhebie jabinal: aun msya nman pero mnsan kakamiss dn ang pasig hehe
Felisa Demafiles: tuwing kelan ka ba umuuwi?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: every weekends
julianne_bhebie jabinal: tpos ngng every other weekends
julianne_bhebie jabinal: tpos ngaung huli every 3rd week of the month nlng
Felisa Demafiles: bat?
Felisa Demafiles: wahahah
julianne_bhebie jabinal: wla bc
julianne_bhebie jabinal: tpos mnsan d pnpygan ng madre
Felisa Demafiles: ay
Felisa Demafiles: may madre kaung kasama?
julianne_bhebie jabinal: pag plge kmi umuuwi cnsabi eh..mag stay out nlng dw kmi hehehe
julianne_bhebie jabinal: uu may sisters community eh
Felisa Demafiles: taray ni sister
Felisa Demafiles:
julianne_bhebie jabinal: mga madre ang nagpapaaral smin
Felisa Demafiles: aaahhhhh
Felisa Demafiles: nice...
Felisa Demafiles: eh di banal ka na
Felisa Demafiles:
julianne_bhebie jabinal: hahaha d dn
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha
Felisa Demafiles: ala ng pag-asa
Felisa Demafiles: wahaha
Felisa Demafiles: jok
julianne_bhebie jabinal: hahaha craulo ka talaga..
Felisa Demafiles: wahahaha

--HAHA GNYAN ANG GNGAWA NG WLANG MGWA..ESTE MDAMI PLA GAGAWIN PERO TNTMAD PA.

HAYS..PINAGTYAGAAN C FELISA HEHE PAREHU PA NMAN KMING CRAULO NUN xD..

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

2009-11-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

Yesterday..
I was full of love for you
filled with hope that you'll love me too
the sight of you give me pure happiness
among them all I considered you the best

Today..
I found out that you already love someone
I gave my whole heart but you offered me none
I am hurt, so I weep and cry
as I watch you leave like a tear in my eyes

Tomorrow..
I will let you go, since you tore me apart
you made my life miserable
coz you break my heart
but no matter how hard I try
I just couldnt say GOODBYE
I just dont know how?
coz till now all I know is I love you.
And the only question is why?

yeah..i still love you..but..im learning to let you go.

I know this would be hard..but im trying with all my might..goodbye.. =(

If i could start over..

2009-11-23T01:24:00.000-08:00

If I could start over...

I would never

Hold your hand

Hug your body

Kiss your lips

I would have just ran

while I had the chance

I never would have loved you

"I SUPER DUPER HATE U MR.****!!"

quotes

2009-11-23T01:19:00.000-08:00

And in the end, I'm not perfect I'll annoy you and tick you off, say stupid things and then take them back, but put that all aside and you'll never find a girl that loves you more than I do.

She was looking for love.
He was looking for fun.
Yeah, boys and mascara always run

I thought this time we would work it out;
now i know what disappointment is all about.

I'm definelty better than your ex.
Most likely better than your next.
Put it like this. Anyone after me is a
d o w n g r a d e .

Take it slow.
Let the love grow.
When the time is right, you'll know.

Someone always has to get hurt, it might as well be me.

Now That You're Gone

2009-11-23T01:17:00.000-08:00

Now That You're Gone

Now that you're gone,
It's too dark at night.
It's constantly cold.
And nothing seems right.

Now that you're gone
It hurts to be alone.
I can't stand it here without you
Afraid and on my own.

Now that you're gone
My world means naught,
I'm sorry for what I said,
And all the times we fought.

Now that you're gone,
I can't seem to find my smile.
I didn't think I'd lose it yet,
At least not for a while

Now that you're gone,
I can't help but yearn
For the love that we had
And the day that you'll return

Now that you're gone
And have left me behind
I'm loosing my focus
And have already lost my mind.

Now that you're gone
Nothing else will matter
Each day I'm without you
My heart won't cease to shatter

Now that you're gone
All it does is rain,
The heavens seems to weep,
As if they feel my pain.

Now that you're gone
I just want to cry,
Because I curse that night you left,
When we had to say good-bye.

Now that you're gone
I only want one wish,
For you to come back
And give me just one kiss

The Secret Crush

2009-11-23T01:15:00.001-08:00

The Secret Crush

She'd known him her entire life
She always dreamed to be his wife
Just his smile made her heart melt
But she never told him how she felt

Forever hoped to have him here
Always dreamed to hold him near
Time passed and they both did grow
But still she never let him know

Perfect chances passed her by
But she just couldn't tell this guy
No matter what she'd ever do...
He still didn't have a clue

But one day her whole world did end
When she heard news from a friend
About the wreck he'd gotten in...
She'd never see his smile again

Now at his grave she softly cries
The tears running from sad eyes
This hurting girl whose heart is broken
All because of love unspoken

"I already miss you.."

2009-11-23T01:13:00.000-08:00

I Already Miss You

by Teenage Romance

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

tHanks a LoT.. =)

2009-11-22T20:30:00.000-08:00

elow to all..wahh..bago na ang itsura ng blog q..

tnx bez nadine..

thanks for your time in editing my boring blog..tnx tnx..

sorry kung d aq araw2 mkakapagpost..

u know and u understand naman dat im busy right?

well..thats all.just want to thank u again..and just want u to know that u are appreciated..muaah..

i l0ve you bez!!

Hello bez :)

2009-11-20T11:39:00.000-08:00

Ako magpopost sa blog mo! Haha. IDK kung nagpopost kapa kasi ang sama sama ko :(

If you're wondering how, inadd ko sarili ko as admin para maedit ko na si blog mo easily..

I made changes, well, ung address palang.

Haha. URL ADDRESS na ng blog mo..

http://www.pinkizta-acoh.co.cc :D

Hehe, sana magustuhan mo. Paggising ko mamaya eedit ko to :D Actually dapat kanina pa, kaso me tinatapos ako sa sarili kong blog. Eh me ekek na ginawa yung server namin so nagkandagulogulo!

I promise edit ko na ito soon!

I miss you mwah! Hope nagbloblog kaparin :(

knife..cuts like a knife =(

2009-10-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

he had given me a knife.,, I've kept it inside me for quite some time..

unknowing what to do with it.

as time goes by, I saw blood that slowly tickled my skin,.

And after a longer time put an invisible scar on it..

But now, I have decided to hand him the knife again..

I know I must have done this earlier but I've had t0o much faith

that it will be healed on the time that he will put me 0n his currently occupied arms again.,,

hayzz..nyt..so0 sad =(

seMbreak nah.and im missing him so bad!! =(

2009-10-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

yuhuuu..khit sembreak na eh parang ang lungkot pdn imbes matuwa..pnu b nman? almost 1 week lng..its not enough noh!!

feeling q ang Kj talagah ng skul q haha nov.3 n agd psukan?

hows dat naman?

ewan q ba..pero msaya pdn atleast meron kesa wla.. i missed them so0 much lalo na ung kapatid q pti syempre ung pc q..haha i miss my farm!

pero hgit sa lhat, i miss him..i miss everything bout him..miss the tyms wen we're together..

miss the tyms wen he's still mine..aun..

but i know..even though how long the sembreak will going to be, still,d pdn kmi magkikita s0o d pdn mbabawasan pgkamiss q dun.. =(

i've had s0o much longing for him..i want to see him..i want to hold his hands,.miss his eyes,his nose,,everything!

arrghh!! there's no cure i know..but im just wishing for his happiness. i wish he's enjoying the sembreak right now..i wish he's fine and well..

i wish that his heart will be healed s0on..i want to be the reason for him to smile again..

ewan!! e2 nanaman aq..nagdadrama nanaman..nag rereminisce nanaman..

i know im just hurting myself for doing this..but reminiscing is my only way to feel his love again..how can i stop myself?

im s0o much bothered,.im insecure.

KAWAWA NMAN AQ!! =((

its been so long ndn since we're over..and there's so0 much change except for the feelings..my feelings for him does not changed..and it will not change..i still love him the way i l0ved him before..it even grew stronger..

hays..

PLEASE TELL ME THAT ITS NOT YET OVER..

PLEASE?

faRmviLLe^_^

2009-10-05T12:11:00.000-07:00

ampanget pla ng funfarm? haha

mas mgnda farmville..yooh!!

e2 nanaman aq..nanggugulo..halos wla ng tym mgblog..hay..s0o busy..tpos dmi pa pgod..this past few weeeks.. busy sa paghahanda sa finals.haha

im so0 pre occupied with projects and deadlines!! hope i can make it!!

guys.nxt tym nlng huh? antok n eh..geh2

faCeb0ok...

2009-09-18T11:19:00.000-07:00

goodness gracious..hahaha antok na q guys,

its 2:20am na..waahh kmustah naman un? d aq inspired naun..

wat a busy and funny day!! katuwa eeh nka chat q c bhez nadine then she told me that we're still bestfriends..harhar,,katouch..kala q kc d nya nko bhez eeh..sob.. :(

pero katuwa talaga i miss her s0o much..wah and we had a plan that i will be going to PLP to visit her and ofcourse, jen and joanna t0o..im kinda excited na.but still, i dont know if i can make it..

our scheds had conflicts..hay.darn!!

aun kapa nlng muna but i really do hope so0..

ayan im currently searching for my assignment and making powerpoints for my report..waahh

i hope this will turn out go0d..sayang naman ang efforts..

tapos aun e2..mejo adik aq sa facebook naun tsaka sa funfarm..

weehh ngaun q plang natututunan eeh..dko pa xado alam.

but still im trying my best to be good..aun..

sleepy na eeh..huhuhuh

anTok naH..

2009-09-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

ayan..nagtext si present haha nagising dw xa,,ayan tuloy napagalitan na aq..

nagpupuyat dw aq? hmp.matutulog nanga aq guys.

sana sipagin uyet me magpost ng ganito karami.uhm..im sleepy nadin.

balik na aq sa dorm bukas eeh..at magkikita nga kame..hay

np: YOU BELONG WITH ME BY TAYLOR SWIFT..

soundtrip before sleepin'

hays..il0vey0u..g0odnyt^_^

im not that sad anymore xD

2009-09-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

wah!!

d rin pala magtatagal ung pagigng sad q. although sad parin brought about by the pain from my past love..pero ndi na maxado,.haha ndi ko na pinoproblema lablyf q..xempre..ala nkong bf eeh

pero may nagpapasaya skn..ofcourse! d aq nawawalan..haha joke..wenkxs..

itago nlng ntn sa pangalang rhasti..aun ndi xa kasing sweet ni mark at minsan masungit xa.pero ok n din un skn.haha

nagsusungit sungitan lng un pero lambing lng nya un.hahahah.

how sure am i this tym?

honestly d pq tlgang sobrang sure sknya..kaya nga d pa ko nag bbf eeh..aukong magmadali..

its better to know the pers0n first dba? and thats what we're actually doing now..kinikilala ang isat isa..at magiging masaya naman kau kht na walang commitment basta gud friends kau dba??

un naman ang tama dba? ilang beses nkong nasaktan dhl sa pagmamadali but not dis tym..
ill make it a point na magiging maaus kami dis tym..d magmamadali para magkakilala lalo.

aun sana mgng gud friends kami..

aaminin q..gusto q na xa.pero d padn ganun ka sure sa feelings q..xempre d naman gnun kadali mawawala ung love q dun sa past eeh..

but im really sure..napapasaya aq nung present..hehe..aun

un lng..magkikita kmi ni present bukas.hay..sna mgng maaus ung pagkikita namin..ipapasyal nya dw aq sa skul nla.hmm?

lets see..ill post nlng kung wat mangyayari kung matutloy ba or ndi..dhl ang sunget ng panahon super ulan..tpos pareho pa kming galing sa skit..s0o aun sana matuloy..at sna ndi aq mailang sa new friend q.wahh.

gudnyt to all

buHay naGdod0rM..

2009-09-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

wahh..e2 ulet aq.

nagpopost nanaman..wlang sawa..

well..gs2 q lng ikuwento ung experience q dhil nagdodorm aq..

actually ung dorm namin ay sa loob mismo ng skul..and its free.para sa mga scholars(oh dba proud!) puro education students kaming nakatira dun

from 1st-4th yr college..super madami kmi sa dorm eeh 35 kmi..tpos uber laki ng dorm namin..at uber dami dn ng mga ate namin.

npaka approachable nla at mabait..sbi nga nla kmi dw ung batch ng 1st yr na matatapang ehh dhl d daw kmi umiyak nung bago plang kmi sa dorm..kc ung iba dw xempre nahohome-sick..pero aq na homesick din nung una pero malapit lng naman kc ang pasig sa manila kaya kinaya q..kc ung iba galing pa province kaya malamang sa malamang na umiyak ung mga un sa umpisa nuh?

super ingay namin sa dorm kya lgi kmi napapagalitan nila sister arcy..pero msaya talaga..ung bathroom namin malaki din 10 cubicles..at pag umaga na..magigicng ka sa ingay ng mga alarm clock at mga yabag ng paa..ibig sbhin gcng na ang marami at nag uunahan ng maligo..haha at dun na magsisimula ang pila2 sa cr..pero enjoy pdn naman..

lgi mong maririnig sa bathroom ang mga katagang "sinong next sau? pwedeng pa next nlng aq?"
at sasagot naman ng "ok cge ikaw next skn kaso kakapasok ko lng?" at minsan naman ay "si ganito ung next eeh .."

aun meju nakakainis sa una dhl di ka makakaligo agad pg tanghali ka ngicing at un ang madalas na nangyayari skn..wahh..grabe lagi aqng late.

at sa rum naman..ung mga 1st-3rd yr ay dalawang tao sa isang room na my double deck bed..pero ung 4th yr eh sari sariling kwarto na.since 1st yr plang aq ehh my rum mate aq na love na love q.

si karen joy berroy..or lhabz nalang 4 short.hhaaha endearment namin un sa isat isa..para sweet.minsan napagkakamalan na kaming lesbian ehh dhil sa sweetness pero d naman talaga.

mga malilisyosyang isip!!

aun tapos kanya2 luto din kmi ng food kya maaga nagigising ung iba para makapagluto.by groups pero kami eh solo flight..kmi ni lhabz eh hiwalay ung group..kming 2 lng..aun weeh..

npaka kulet namin pag mgkasama kc magclassmates na kmi tapos magkakasama dn sa bahay..anu pang i eexpect mo? xempre super closeness..

im really enjoying karen's company..kalog kxe eeh..mabait pa at sweet pa..

lagi kami maingay sa dorm..lagi mong maririnig ang "lhabz kakain na tayo.!!"
"sige lhabz bababa nko"

hahaha nkakatawa tlga..

ndi naman din boring sa dorm dahil bukod sa madami kami eh my TV dn kami kaso from 6-8pm lng ang viewing tym..xempre we need to conserve energy daw? pero madalas nakakatakas kami ng panuod minsan 10 or 11pm na eh nanunuod pa kmi pero wlang lhim ang d nabubunyag kaya nahuhuli din kami nina sister arcy at sister glo dhl ksama namin cla sa dorm.aun mga pasaway na bata!

pero di padin tumitigil kakatapos lng mapagalitan ayan nanaman!! hayz..nkakatuwa tlga..

makikilala mo mga ugali ng isat isa dhl mgkakasama kau sa bahay..at makikilala mo ung tunay na friends..aun bye na..

nxt tym kwento nlng aq pg my nangyaring bago sa dorm.

aBouT mY couRse..PROUD TO BE AN EDUCATOR

2009-09-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

EDUCATION..honestly its my 3rd choice course..aun..ndi aq pinalad sa nursing at kinapos sa pera..

maraming salamat sa scholarship na binigay skn ng College of the Holy Spirit..haha enjoy aq sa pag-aaral q..at d lang un..gumanda pa skul q..ngng exclusive.hehehe.

super thankful aq..kc khit scholar kami ehh napapakisamahan namin ng maaus khit ung mga rich naming classmates..

asar nga lng ung iba..

Cheaters!! lalo na ung mga *******!!! yan ung course ooh..lagi cla nag chea-cheat!!

aun..ang pagiging education student at pagiging RVE major ay napakasaya..napapalapit aq lalo kay God..

at pati ung rosary namin sa dorm twing Wednesday,Friday and Saturday nyts at pag cho-choir sa St.Jude church every other sunday ay nakakatulong ng malaki sa develepment ng relationship q ky God..

i believe God has a purpose why i became a student of CHSM.. i dont know the reason behind it by now.but im confident that i will know his purpose s0on..aun kaya salamat tlga sa course qng toh!

ndi na ko affected everytime others will just laugh at me dahil Values Major dw aq..s0o what?? haha mabuti nga un eh my values..at dhl sa course qng toh eh sure na ung future q..harhar..

aun lalo tuloy my pressure na mag aral mabuti para mapangalagaan ung scholarship..aun pero kakayanin.God is with me eh..so i have the full confidence to say that ill be successful someday..

im really loving my course nah..basta.may something eeh na d ko na itoh ipagpapalit sa nursing khit pa my magpa aral pa skn ng nursing ng libre..haha i do not care..bsta masaya q sa presence ni G0d..

at masaya q sa mga classmates at dormates q..di kaila na aq pinakamatanda sa lhat ng 1st yr na Educ.haha actually 9 lng kming lhata.aun aq pinaka ate pero sa kakulitan aq pa ung pinakabunso..tpos ung pinaka bata smin ung pinaka matured..whahhh..aq pinakamatanda at pinakapasaway..aun..i l0ve my dorm mates and classmates s0o much.muahh..aun

lets move again to another topic^_^

stuDieS..StudiEs..stUdiEs,,^_^

2009-09-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

harhar.tapos na midterms at cmula na ang finals..grabe.
the pressure is always there..i know i need to strive much harder..

i need to maintain my grades..lalo na sa Salvation History..i got a flat 1.00 in the midterms..

so it'll be quit a shame if ill get lower that 1.00 in the finals.

oh God help me pls..hay..sabagay..tungkol sa bible naman un and im very familiar wid the bible naman..

there's nothing to worry about.hay pero ang major ko..Philosophical and Ethical Foundations in Values Education.kmusta naman un? major pa naman un but i got 2.00..sbagay 90% pdn naman un (anu un? pampalubag loob?) hay pero major q un eeh..dun q dpat galingan lalo.hay.

more on Philosophy naman un..wahh..grabe na tlaga..before i forgot..my report pla q dun about John Rawls and the Theory of Justice..and its 2 Principles..im a bit insane na..

God help ulet!! arghh..

but the good thing about my course is that its a bit easier than nursing..haha napaswerte pa ung pag shift ng course q..inaamin q sa nursing lusaw tlaga utak q..har..

chAnge topic..

kinakabahan aq..sa finals..sana maiayos q at sna mareach q ung goal ko na ma exempt sa final exam sa Salvation History at Filipino101..it'll be a great help para mabalance ang tym sa pagrereview sa ibang subjects..how i wish:(

at sa P.E im so0 happy that we've finished our practical test about stunts..haha im kinda confident that i got all the 10 stunts correctly (hay sana tama ang kutob.) aun..isa pa naman un sa pinakakinatatamaran q.

sa Psychology naman..super enjoy..na take q na kc un nung nursing eeh..enjoy talaga c miss fiona..

i like it when she gives us psychological tests..harhar..fortunately, matino pa naman aq..haha fortunately.pero malapit na ata masiraan..

sa Environmental Science naman..kakatapos lng ng 30 item quiz..feeling q 20 lng aq dun or mas mababa pa..huhuhu sana mali ang pakirmdam q..pero hnde.d kc aq nakapag aral maxado..pero slamat narin at tapos na.

at awa ni God, sa Trinitarian Mission Spirituality ay ndi pdn kmi nakakapag midterms.ay ewan q ba ky sister arlyn..ang malas kc ng Monday ehh..laging suspended or holiday..kaya nauurong ung exam namin..pero its a little favorable to me..kc ndi pa naman aq nag aaral.hay..aun.tama na muna ang usapin tungkol sa pag aaral..

ang masasabi q lng...

"masarap mag-aral sa skul namin,College of the Holy Spirit of Manila..hay ang babait ng mga madre at teachers..at masaya ang buhay estudyante..wahh..wish q lng eh mgng successful ang college life q at sna pagka graduate q eh d2 dn aq magturo..wah aun..bye."

lets move on to another issue..

hahhaa..funny matt^_^

2009-09-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

toinkz,,..akalain mo un? nkachat q pa xa.DAKILANG EX BA OR FLING??

wahh..katawa..ang nonsense ng pinag-usapan..its been 2 yrs ndn pla..ala pdn pinagbago..

aun ala lng..

I want you back

2009-09-09T19:54:00.000-07:00

I miss you!

I miss your kiss

I miss your embrace

I miss your warmth

I miss your breath

I want you back,

I can't live without you

I've tried moving on,

but nothing will do

I'm still so in love with you.

When you pushed me away

I pretend i didn't care,

but i cried for weeks straight

At night i still cry over you

I know i got to let you go, but that's something i can't do

I know you love her now

But right now i ask how?

I live across the globe

But she only lives down the road

But i can't stop you from pushing me away

I only wish there was something i could do or say

I guess we had our run

We had a lot of fun

But I will always love you

That much is true.

If you ever want me back

You know I'll be there in a flash

But that's something you will never do

So I have to give-up on you.

I Need You

2009-09-09T19:48:00.000-07:00

I need you tonight,

I need you right now

I need you like the birds need the sky

I need you in my arms,

I need you by my side

I need you so that i can be alive

Do you need me tonight,

Do you need me at all?

Do you hear my cry baby can you hear my call?

Were running out of time, our lives will soon be gone

We weren't meant to live forever on this land

Can you listen to my plea, i know the love i have is real

We all need a little love in our heartsI

want to believe, that the love i have can be

I want to be together with you for all time

I need you tonight

I have to have you in my life

So I will run a thousand miles to see

If you are the one for me

I will swim across the ocean to show the love inside of me

So I need you tonight, I need you right now

I need you like the birds need the sky

I need you in my arms,

I need you by my side

I need you so that...

I just ...

need you.

Teardrops on my Guitar

2009-09-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

As I sit writing you a love song

The Tears begin to fall

Everytime i hear your name

The hole grows in my hearts wall

I Strum my strings create my tune

The put that and my hearts words together

My heart and yours were one and the same

They were two birds of a feather

As i continue writing down

The words my heart wishes to tell

My weakness strengthens and my strength becomes weak

And the torrents of tears continue to swell

You were the first guy i kissed

and i had wished you could be the last

But things always happen for a reason

The die of fate had been cast

These tears as they fall some how give me strength

These tears they somehow are my power

Ill push sadness aside sing your name aloud

Let the tears rain down of my emotions be proud

These tears, they are my power

Yet at the same time they are my Kryptonite

The teardrops falling on my guitar...

harhar..takas sa net lab.

2009-09-09T19:05:00.000-07:00

aun aun..d2 na naman aq skul..hay mimiss q na ung pc namin sa bhay..huhu balik dorm nanaman aq..balik sa selda..waw...

pero msya thursday nanaman pla..at bukas friday nah..wah.npakasaya..weekends nanaman..toinks..pero d ata aq mkakauwi eeh..d2 nlng muna aq kc sa sunday may choir nanaman sa st.jude..

aun ala lng..kc my pinaparesearch smin si miss Pescasio pero hirap naman hanapin..kya e2 pa blog2 nlng..uhm aus naman ng lyf q dis week..

msya naman sa dorm..hmmm.....la na ko msabi..bsta na feel q lng mg blog eeh.pero takas lng toh..hay ang hirap tlaga sna mahnap q na ung pinaparesearch para mkpag luto at mkakain na aq..

ang bilis talaga ng araw...mgpapasko na naman ahahaha..aun bye!

s0o much fear..

2009-09-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

I fear from the moment you came..

Because I thought of the moment you'll leave.

I fear from the moment you saw me..

Because I thought of the moment I'll never see you..

I fear from the moment you hugged me..

because I thought of the moment I wont feel your arms around me..

I fear from the moment we kissed.

because I thought of the moment you're pissed..

I fear every moment you're near..

because I thought of the moment I cant reach you anymore..

I fear from the moment you cared..

because I thought of the moment I wont feel you're there..

I fear from the moment you loved me..

because I thought of the moment it will fade..

AND NOW, EVERY MOMENT THAT I FEARED IS HERE:(

shout out ng single..

2009-09-06T00:31:00.000-07:00

"LoVe deSiRes c0nnecTi0n cuz u belong with me...--she wears high heels, i wear sneakers..she's the cheer captain and im on the bleachers..SINGLE EVER but lovin it."

hay..kung bibilangin dpat 1yr and 6 mos n pla kung d kmi ngbreak nung unang una plang..pro kamalasan..harhar..on and off.wah and now..wla n tlaga.

totally wla na..hhuhu npkalungkot pro tama na cguro un ehh..i have my friends nman eh..d ko muna cguro nid ng relationships..hahaa nsasanay ndn me mgng single eeh..

dko lm kung pnu q sisimulan..bsta mhirap..auko ng gnito..nsanay nko ng nanjan xa..pro sbi nga.. ndi q nmn xa pag aari db?? haha learn to let go daw..thats wat im doing exactly..

but honestly..npakahirap.wla namang madali dba? pro para mas madali iniisip ko nlng na totoo ung sabi2..FOREVER IS A LIE!!! tma nman eeh,.akala mo kau na..akala mo hbang buhay na.d naman pla

pro ok lng..(lagi nmang ok eh..) i dont wanna make things complicated..hayyz..tma na ang pgdadrama..its time to let him go and face a new life without him..sa una lng dw akala ko d ko kya pro mkakaya q dn..sana nga..sna nga gnun lng kadali nuh?

inis aq sknya..pkrmdm q naloko aq eh..skit nun ah..sa ilang yrs namin mgkakilala..now lng aq parang naloko...alam q august kmi nagbreak pro nung sbi nya july pa dw cla nung new gf nya? aahaha so wt does that mean?? im cheated!!

ok lng snay na naman aqng msktan ehhh..pkalakas nlng tau,...gnyan naman ang mga pinay dba? tiis lng ng tiis kht d n kya.

well..i guess ill end my entry nlng here..

hay aftr 2 yrs

2009-09-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

hay aftr 2 yrs now lng uyet nkpag post

omg..thanks kay besthie nadine

2007-04-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

omg...nagpagawa po ako ng blog but nagkamali mali ung pass word and username..pero ngaun...pareho nang gumagana.....i can't decide now which am i going to use.ahihi..i hope we'll work this thing out..but thanks po kay besthie nadine...xa po gumawa ng blog ko..ahihi..

sample post uyet!!

2007-04-22T03:02:00.000-07:00

elow po sa lht